Love? Feeling good....yes good.

Secret Admirer I believe I know who you are now. I may have been wrong in thinking it was not J of many names, but it must be.
First of all, the whole secrecy thing is kinda fun, but I feel guilty now I think I know who it is and don't want her, if I am right(a small chance) she is not able to afford to send me gifts and we have been through the whole compatability discussion that ended badly. It is no big deal, if I am right, I hade small hopes, don't forget I know how things go for me so I am ready for this secret admirer to be uncompatible because I am certain I appear as a poor choise to almost everone who I feel I am compatable with.
Level heade, strong, smart, well read, reasonable....reasonable the most. I want a kid so, younger of course, but A whiff of "high school" and I am out! I amm 44 and need somethings more than others. High school thinking I need not at all. Love I need, but is being miserable with a person for years love?
I am feeling better, working again. My meds seem to be evenning out, but 4 days was pretty long to have spins...but 2 days now with none! I was on a roof today even. That is my litmus test, being ok on a roof. I still am me with my disease but the relief is welcome so I am taking advantage of it. I am working on my paper for the CSA and sending in a proposal to the Life Sciences Director for some feedbak. Meeting with my lead researcher and I may record it for posterity. Zero gravity space medicine is a weird hobby I know but, those who know me aren't surprised somehow! You guys rock! Post a comment